Sunday, December 6, 2009
♥ 6:05 PM
216th post! :D
so i woke up at around 10.15am today and got ready for children church.
EE KHAI IS SO CUUUUUTE!!!!
hahahahahahaha!
i'm going crazy.
i've been chanting this wherever i go then my mum say i should be sent to imh.
truly, i think imh has already prepared a nice room for such a potential patient. hahas.
anyway, we went hougang mall to buy furball's paper bedding. then kovan to buy some stuffs.
nothing much today but real tired somehow.
maybe cos i slept late last night. hahas.
we may be sitting in a circle, but i still feel not part of it.
everyone has someone they can depend on but i have no one, especially when i am there.
i know that i would be forgotten by anyone else easily, i know that i may not be approachable.
i am a stranger. i can't strike up conversations.
i know i know i know.
so what if i knew.
i still dont know how to deal with it.
i just dont know how.
i hate this.
sometimes i hope someone can hold my hand and walk with me.
